Unbearable Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around one eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe agony around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a